Sunday, April 4, 2010

Sunday Sermon Notes


I Am the Resurrection and the Life
John 11:25-26



When they brought
the cross
in, I gulped
and wondered at
the ease; at
Him
doubled over under
dense wood. And

when small fingers
clasped stems, tucked
them into wire…
death breathed
life and I sat
straight in my
pew. daughter of Jairus,
Lazarus, and Him—
knew first breath
two times.

she spoke of bats
and pea soup and said
resurrection can come only
from that which
is dead.
Tennyson, she said, called
it “passing the bar”,
and someone else,
“a dreamer’s sleep”…
but I do not fear
death.

how dare I beg
God not to take one
into the joy
of the resurrected life?
How dare I, she said.

Rejoice for them.
Rejoice for them.

And I felt the truth
of those words.

But…
two rows behind
me--the couple
who lost
love
to cancer
last year.

we begged
for
him.

hope does not
disappoint, my husband
said. but I was just
looking for
humility…
compassion.
joy
on this Easter morning.

so i touched
him
on the shoulder as
we filed out.
and he knew.


photos: the flowering of the cross at church this morning.



27 comments:

togetherforgood said...

I do not think God condemns us for the begging. He knows our dust. He understands that we are trapped in flesh, trapped in time. If He did not understand, why would He have raised some to life while He walked the earth?

He understands our begging, feels our hurt, and promises resurrection and reunion to His own. He is all grace, every promise, hope fulfilled.

ELK said...
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ELK said...

the touching on the shoulder makes all the difference Laura

Bonnie Gray said...

Beautiful reflection to offer up today, Laura!

I'm with togetherforgood - He knows us. Every dusty part.

Happy Easter -- hope you're enjoying the day!

Short Poems said...

Really great blog!

Happy Easter :)

marinela x

nAncY said...

i feel the tug between
what we see here and now
and what we do not yet see
in the forever.

i feel death and decay progress with my body every day, as well as the power of the promise of life within me.


I can rejoice in the Lord, and that we have Life in Him.
But, for those living, losing a loved one...it is plain and simply...hard loss.

I have not seen a lost person come to God in a long time. I think that would be something, to see... the faces of some new believers.

I can just imagine that if we could see the unseen, that there would be bright light shining out of them. Like bright lantern-bodies walking down an aisle.

Lyla Lindquist said...

I think it is the case with so many things that while they might be fully true, they bump up hard against where we really live. Perhaps some of the "already, not yet" tension that dogs me.

So glad you saw that "not yet" part for your friend.

shrinkthecamel said...

Laura - this is so very powerful. Goose bumps crawling everywhere while reading this. Leaves me somewhat speechless.

S. Etole said...

your touch speaks volumes ...

LisaShaw said...

What a beautiful and tender post...


Thank you for sharing with us my friend.

Blessings to you and yours on this most precious day in our LORD.

Madame Rubies said...

We did a large flower cross for the 2nd time this year. Beautiful. Love this!

B His Girl said...

wow, we know. B

Jennifer @ Getting Down With Jesus said...

First of all, I love the thought of this flowering cross. We don't have this tradition at our church.

Secondly, of course, your words (as usual) make me catch my breath again.

God bless you for "seeing" people, and then responding with a touch.

Andrea said...

I am always touched deeply when I come here.
Hugs, andrea

Linda said...

I am always delighted when I see you have a post up - especially on sunday.
Who knows that glorious hope better than Jesus, and yet He wept with Mary and Martha. I am so glad you reached out to him Laura. Of course you did.

Nitewrit said...

Laura,

God often puts His hand on our shoulder. He understands the lost of a loved one personally and much more than even we.

Larry

A Simple Country Girl said...

Indeed, the beauty springs forth with such Life, reminding us that the nails and blood and grief are not the summation. Rather, that He blooms us into eternity. (love-laced post, as always)

Blessings.

Angie Muresan said...

What a beautiful idea the flowering of the cross is. Your words have left me speechless. I am thankful for their blessing in my life.

Tina said...

lovely post, .... life can be so hard to bear. I think we cling so desperately to our loves for in them we find unconditional love and acceptance, we sacrifice for them, for their good .. it is the closest to Him we get here on earth. It is hard to let that go .... even unto Him

Cheri Bunch said...

Beautiful ... you touch my heart!

Jeff Jordan said...

The right touch speaks much louder than any words ever could...I guess the opposite is true too.
Touching post.

Alleluiabelle said...

Beautiful post all the way through!

He knows everything about us. Every.Single.Thing. We are His...created by Him and Him alone. Yes we are of flesh and there is always Hope in any situation for all that is impossible is made possible through Him. Faith, Hope, Love, Belief, Trust, Obedience, Prayer...It's all about Him. That's where we go with everything. We may not always get the answers to prayers that we go to Him for, but it all rests in His Will and it shall always be done.

The touch of your hand on his shoulder I'm sure spoke volumes to him.

Big Hugs my friend,
Alleluiabelle

deb said...

read , and reread.

you minister here.

and there.

isn't that all we can do

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KelliGirl said...

Sometimes we don't get the answer we want, but with a tender touch we know we are not alone. And in the small moment God is there.

Your words paint a beautiful picture of the struggle between our imperfect flesh and His perfect presence.

L.L. Barkat said...

I'm really loving these Sunday Sermon notes. Really.

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