There are things that cannot be explained--like the way the children’s voices called to me through the snow that evening. I was minding my own business (or, rather, the dog’s business), taking LucyMae and Maybelline for a quick jaunt around the house. The snow was falling like a blanket—in thick wet sheets that pooled on my skin, wetting my hair and making me blink.
That’s when I heard them. Their laughter echoed over to me—sliding between those big wet flakes through the neighborhood streets until it found a home in my waiting ear. I had to go see.
I followed the laughter through the yard, across the street, and found it in the house behind. I peeked. Two boys—soaked to their skin, jumping on a trampoline.
I am not a fan of the trampoline. I work with those who have suffered spinal cord injuries and brain injuries. I know the statistics. But as I watched those two boys jumping and giggling and sliding onto their backs on that trampoline in the snow…I remembered.
To be a child means not to fear. Trust is buoyed when feet leave solid ground and land safely again. I watched those boys bound up and down, laughter bubbling over with each flight.
I felt a nudge in my spirit. And I yearned.
What is it about catching that free air—that sky jump that lifts endlessly? Is it the way we leave the earth behind? Does it shake loose the bindings of this loamy existence?
I kept thinking about the trampoline.
God is inviting me to play and it makes me nervously giddy. On my next morning off, after I take the boys to school…I know where I’m going.
I take the dogs-- in case I chicken out. We’re just out for a walk on a pretty day, right? I have a good talk with Him on the way. My neighbor is sweet, Lord, I say, but she may just think I’ve lost my mind.
And then I think of something that nearly makes me turn around.
What if her husband answers the door?
I rehearse what I will say.
May I play on your trampoline?
Too weird.
I’m doing this thing, playing with God, and well, He told me to jump on your trampoline.
Just take me to the funny farm now.
With no definitive plan I approach the door. In fear and trembling, I push the doorbell.
No answer.
I peer through the side light windows. It’s all dark inside.
What now, Lord?
Slowly, I walk around the house to the backyard. I stare at the trampoline. I can’t believe I’m even thinking about this. Is it against the law to jump on someone’s trampoline without permission? I know my neighbor wouldn’t mind—she might even join me. But still…
I tie the dogs to the legs of the thing. Slip off my shoes. Two sets of canine eyes look at me, questioning.
I won’t be long, I tell them.
And I do. I jump. Slow at first, but with each landing on the heel—each pushing off with the balls of my feet—I go higher. And I am unfettered.
The earth falls below—becomes small. I leave things behind. I am flying. The laughter comes when I remember the boys and I fall in a heap of giggles, letting the strong fabric embrace my body. There is no snow, only sun and blue and I can see heaven from where I am.
We sigh together, Him and me, as we cradle in the trampoline and I ask, Should I tell my neighbor?
I am wondering if anyone else saw. Were prying eyes peeking out of windows?
Never mind, He says. Maybe next time we’ll ask her to come along.
And I walk lighter all the day long.
How about you? How do you embrace the God-joy? Every Monday I’ll be sharing one of my Playdates with God. I would love to hear about yours. It can be anything: outside, quiet time. Maybe it’s solitary. Maybe it’s loud and crowded. Just find Him. Be with Him. And come tell us about it.
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35 comments:
Oh girl! Good for you! Yeehaw! Sounds like something I would do.
Yesterday my son and husband were training and exercising horses. I didn't want to ride, but I wanted to run so I put my camera down and took the reigns from my son. I led the horse in wide circles while my boy just held the saddle horn and grinned wide. Then I jogged, both myself and the horse, across crunchy grass and flat pastures, sucking air deep. I felt like a wild thing.
Yesterday I discovered that there indeed is something wonderful to be had while running with a horse. I felt free.
(I linked my playdate to last week's post too. It's more fitting here though, being the day of gooey love and what-not).
Blessings.
Oh, not to be confusing, but my "playdate" link is not about the horse running... It's about sharing God's love with the heart and way of a child.
Blessings.
What an exhilarating moment. I think He was jumping with you.
Happy Valentine's Day!
You are the cutest thing!! I just love this story!
YAY for you! Yesterday I heard a message about the tension of a relationship with God. Yes we have His Word...filled with promises but to aim for the easy life, trying only to attain to ease....we will miss so much. I love these playdates of yours....its so good to find that child within....as we play more easily with Him I think we will follow more easily....just a thought I'm pondering now. And following is not always easy, quick to the promises...but it keeps us pursuing Him. Hmmmm...interesting where my mind went on this post about daring to play.
What a fabulous story and invitation to 'Go Play with God!"
Let Him lift me up to soar!
Lovely, lovely story.
thank you.
And thank you for dropping by my place. Your words lifted me up! You made me smile -- and as my eldest daughter Alexis said to me this morning as we were doing Yoga together -- the most important practice in yoga is... your smile.
How lovely - and gutsy - is this! You rock - no, fly! (And thanks for coming by my blog today and leaving a comment. Someday soon, I hope to share a playdate here too. :)
Oh that is too much fun!! I think I especially love the fact that you did it with no one's permission but His!! Delicious itsy bitsy scandal and God's delight springing right out of it!!
You gave me a chuckle! I could see it, too. LOL.
This a wonderful story.
I can relate to it, and I have done similar things. But never, no never, have I WRITTEN ABOUT THEM AND PUT THEM UP ON A BLOG.
How brave you are.
Oh this makes me smile, big! I was flying with you...you sneaky girl, you! Yes.
Oh, you naughty girl! I was so afraid you'd get caught!
This is why I'm not playing with you. I'm a total chicken.
"I felt a nudge in my spirit. And I yearned."
So glad you gave yourself to the call.
I linked up today since I'm playing with poetry. ;)
Can I live next to you on the funny farm? This was especially great, simply because of the kind of work you do. You faced down not just theoretical fears, but the ones you know really can happen. So, did you tell your neighbor yet?
Ha ha! Laura, that is so cool! I'm bummed though. Our trampoline has been stored in the garage of our temporary townhouse. After reading this, I can't wait to get back in our own home with a yard, and to jump again (hopefully by summer).
And you've echoed something I read yesterday from John Eldredge's latest Ransomed Heart ministry letter. He felt compelled to call 2011 a playful year with the Lord. After reading your post, I hope that's what God has planned for me and my family, too. :)
Oh Laura - I do love you! Jump a few times for me next time. I don't think these old bones would appreciate being bounced around. But my heart is right there with you.
So I've always liked you, but now I want to invite you over to hang out!
So fun, Laura!
Now I miss our trampoline! We changed insurance companies last summer, and our new one wouldn't take us on unless we got rid of it. Sigh. I used to go out early in the morning and jump away. A friend would giggle when I told her about it, wondering which neighbors had early a.m. entertainment. My nurse practitioner cousin who lives in our neighborhood as well was horrified that we had a trampoline. But the girls and I were careful and I have delightful jumping memories. Thanks for bringing those back today.
I admire your courage. Love your playdates and your honesty. Is this connected to the God in the Yard book? I received it from Amazon a couple of weeks ago, and look forward to reading and following it once I finish up current reading pursuits.
One more funny thing--something about this took me back to early high school and I'm hearing Van Halen's "Jump" song. As if I was ever even a fan. . .
AWESOME!
Oh my goodness, you make me laugh. :)
jumping for joy ... the best kind of jump!
haha that is awesome! i love jumping on the trampoline! too fun...i hope they were watching...
What a great joy for you, jumping -- no flying! -- on a trampoline. I would love to fly, if only I weren't so afraid of falling. (spiritually, emotionally, and physically.) My ankles were never strong enough for trampolines or jogging. But sometimes I have a good enough imagination to fly in my mind's eye.
Maybe I was flying just a bit -- at least I was pleasantly engaged -- as I did the artwork featured in my post that I've linked to our "Playdates with God." Life can be so serious and even grim. It's good to have things that bring us out of our adult sobersides and into an expression of "what if" creativity.
Here's my url again, in case it doesn't "take" in your link. (I've had trouble with that on some sites.)
http://kingfishercrossing.blogspot.com/2011/02/kool-aid-moments.html
Thank you for sharing this story! A playdate with God! I love it! In these weeks since hubby's passing I haven't had many play moments but reading this makes my heart yearn for just that ... A playdate with God! Can't wait to see where he opens that door! I'll let you know!
well, if anyone was watching, they will probably be the next ones to be ringin'g the neighbor's doorbell.
I was just thinking on my walk today (not about trampolines) but with everything, when I have been most free in my life is when I have looked the most crazy to others...
And that's really it, isn't it? Losing yourself in the JOY of Him and trust and being free...I absolutely love this meme...the Great Adventure, it is.
I linked the next part in Our Story...since I've been doing it on Tuesdays, it 'links' with playdates, but I do have other types of playdates with God that I'll share when the story's done...
Oh, and thanks for coming, no need to apologize OR to catch up with the story--we are at Part 8, so just get what you can! thanks Laura:)
So funny. You know, it is true that children have no fear, and that's part of what we long for again, I think. We stop playing and get all constrained because of the rules and fear and accidents. You really hit on something there. And then you overcome it. Even your fear of "the rules" of tresspassing on a neighbor's trampoline. How inappropriate! But you did it. I love this story, because I, too, can get extremely self-conscious about following the rules and not offending anyone and not looking too silly.
What a relief, to think of you bouncing on that trampoline.
Now I need to find myself a place to play.
This is great! Freedom to soar with the Lord.
Hello, Laura! So nice of you to stop by my blog. Had a ball reading your trampoline post-love it! Made me laugh out loud. Also made me think I need to play more. . .
Blessings,
Jennifer
Love this. The contemplative woman who plays with sticks---- trespassing for a trampoline gig with God. And here I thought you were such a "rule good girl"!
Love this, Laura! I also happen to love jumping on trampolines. If I'm visiting someone's home and see one in the backyard, it's all I can do not to go out there and fling myself into its bouncy goodness. I can't tell you how many times I've stood inside trying to focus on conversation with the adults while my heart envied the kiddoes out back.
Should opportunity ever arise, you have a jumping buddy in me. :)
You are one brave soul, my dear. We have a trampoline. The kids play on it intermittently. I do remember LOVING to jump on the trampoline when I was a teen, hanging out with friends, jumping, then collapsing in laughter and exhaustion. Dare I? Would be so fun for you to join me!
This is really something...You surprised me and I sit here with a smile on my face. :) I can just imagine that tentative first bounce.
Bless you.
I'd join you if I absolutely was positive I'd consumed no liquids for the previous 24 hours. :)
multiple births + getting old
I shared my link, but it's a different kind of playdate with God. It started out with tears, it ended with squealing.
I loved that you jumped on a trampoline... so, so awesome.
I've missed my visits here, my friend.
Your words always stir my heart!
xoxoxo
Jumping high... just because you can, unfettered and unencumbered by worldly visioning.
Really, it's how we should live... just because we can.
It is for freedom that Christ has set us free!
peace~elaine
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